life

so where do I start? Life goes on, even when I really want it to wait for me to catch up. I've spent the last couple of days at home sick. I've missed every class I have at least once. And I slept through my dance class a week ago. I hate to skip class, and now I've missed all of them at least once now. I really wish that I hadn't missed those classes, but I am getting better. I still have no voice, but that was the first thing to go, so it'll probably be the last to come back. Oh well, at least I have friends. Pharmacy Man has been over every day. Wednesday he brought me juice, yesterday yogurt, and he went to get me garlic and soup. And this is even more confusing to me, because I have no idea how I feel about this kid. I mean, what is a normal appropriate reaction to someone who proposes to you after tasting your pizza. I wasn't worried about liking him, and I don't have my safety net up. He doesn't know about any of the other guys that I've liked. All the other guys I may have liked knew about another guy I may have liked. And while I'm sure Pharmacy Man has heard of one or two of them, I haven't talked incessantly about any of them. How could I do this to myself? Ahhh!